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Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Breaking Free

Breaking Free

I will miss you but it's only because you were like a drug for me.
I knew you weren't good for me and I still wanted and craved you. You ruined my life like any other addiction, ripped me apart so that I could put myself back together.
I wish that we were meant to be more than what we are but, knowing that we are not.

I ask, NO I DEMAND that you give me what is rightfully mine. My heart. I want my sanity back but, with you holding my heart I will always think of you. I want to be clear, I am not asking for it back. I am demanding it back.

If you fight me on it, I will fight back and I know that it is a part of what turns you on but, know that I am not fighting for you. I am fighting for ME. I deserve love and you will and cannot give it to me.

This is the last time you will ever hear from me. I am never going to put myself around you again. You thrive causing others pain and I abhor that about you. You could be something but you choose to stay in squalor. I won't even give you my sympathy. This is your choice so you deserve it

No Longer Yours,
My Love