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Thursday, March 19, 2015


You've already lost me
and you don't even know.
It happened a few years ago
I thought I could forgive
but I can't seem to forget.
You made me feel worthless
and unworthy of your love.
I should have let you go
but I thought our love
could overcome the worst.
But it can't
I won't let it.

Friday, March 13, 2015

I Hate Myself

I hate myself and how I feel.
How I crave your touch and the sound of your voice.
I go crazy with my fantasies of you.
I hate myself
but, I can't hate you.
I want to be good
and I try so hard but,
I dream of you
and I dream of me.
I dream of things that will never be.
I hate myself because I can't make it stop.
I want to be loyal
and I know that I should
but I'm so sick and tired
of always being good.

I wrote this about a year ago and now I found a song that vibes with my poem.