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Sunday, October 11, 2015

Tarot Box Project Relationship Spread

 The sketches I did for the Relationship Spread.

This one represents

How you see him
How he sees you.
  This one represents

What you want from the relationship
What he wants from the relationship.
  This one is for

Where you think the relationship is going
Where be thinks the relationship is going

Saturday, October 10, 2015

My Tarot Box Project

 Past is gone, nothing you can do to change it. That may see cold but the present is ever changing. Life is how you make it. You can focus a bright future or stay in the distant past, remaining stuck and never moving forward. This is my spread for PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE.  I have another side of the box to work on. So another layout to be posted soon.

Friday, September 25, 2015

My Latest Tarot Box Project

 I hope you enjoyed seeing my project in stages. Feel free to send me a shout out on Facebook

A Universe in an Apple.

A Universe in an Apple.

 "You can have the whole world," said the snake to Eve. And much like the women of today, Eve wanted it all, so she took the apple. When she held it in her hand though she felt no difference.

 "You must consume it," the snake said slowly as if speaking to a child, "Then the universe will be inside you and no one can ever take it from you! "

So Eve took a bite of the apple and her whole world changed from that point on. The universe was her's, yes, but she would bare the responsibility from it through her children. God's gift and punishment for tasting the forbidden fruit.

Her children would be her world and much like God, she would have to teach them right from wrong.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

The Scarlet Scarf

"Say it" he demanded, his lips a breath away from mine.

"I want you." I whimpered, trying to inch my lips closer to his. His fingers tightened in my hair, pulling my lips away from his.

"Not yet" he breathed in to my ear, sending chills down my spine. "Not yet." He repeated, almost as if to himself. I could already feel his resolve weakening as his fingers slipped through my hair. "Tell me." His lips teasing the nape of my neck with feathery puffs of air as he spoke.

"Please." I pouted, wanting this sweet torture to be over. I wanted his body against mine, with nothing between us. I ached for the pleasure he was withholding from me. My hands tied up with a silk scarlet scarf above my head gave him the appearance of me being helpless against his demands. I was anything but helpless.

I liked to give him the illusion of control, however he was getting out of hand with his demands. I wasn't going to say I loved him. I would never let him have that kind of control over me.

Monday, April 6, 2015


You want me
You crave me
but you know
you can't have me,

You yearn to be near
but you won't get close.
You're waiting for something.

A sign.

When I speak these words you'll know that it isn't just you.
You'll know deep in your heart that I want you too.

"Come to me."
As I will it,
so mote it be

Friday, April 3, 2015

Darkness Calls

The darkness, it calls,
speaking your name.
"Cassandra," it says
"Let down your walls.
The light may be warm
but it won't hide your shame."
You know what it means
and you have only yourself to blame.
You take a step out of the light
and finally it seems that
Darkness has won the fight.


His gaze draws me in
And I can't look away
He's an Angel of Darkness
And I know he can't stay

But there's something about him
And I've got to at least try
So, I open my mouth and squeak out a

"Hello, little one." was his reply
"Are you willing to stop me?" He challenged out loud
His wings unfurling against the crowd.

His wings, jet black, were a wondrous sight
I watched in awe as he lifted his body up into flight.

Leaving behind only a
black, velvety

Thursday, April 2, 2015


My heart was racing and my hands were cold
But all that mattered was that we were alone.

Alone together.
No little brother
Or mom
Or even dad.

No one to interrupt what I dreamed of for so long.

We sat on my porch just gazing at the night sky.

We sat there for hours, not saying a word.
Until a star streaked past the quiet sky.

"Make a wish." He said.
So I closed my eyes and I wished for him.

Thursday, March 19, 2015


You've already lost me
and you don't even know.
It happened a few years ago
I thought I could forgive
but I can't seem to forget.
You made me feel worthless
and unworthy of your love.
I should have let you go
but I thought our love
could overcome the worst.
But it can't
I won't let it.

Friday, March 13, 2015

I Hate Myself

I hate myself and how I feel.
How I crave your touch and the sound of your voice.
I go crazy with my fantasies of you.
I hate myself
but, I can't hate you.
I want to be good
and I try so hard but,
I dream of you
and I dream of me.
I dream of things that will never be.
I hate myself because I can't make it stop.
I want to be loyal
and I know that I should
but I'm so sick and tired
of always being good.

I wrote this about a year ago and now I found a song that vibes with my poem.